sick of me, already?
Dear Person,
What I would give to laugh with you again. No pretences, just careless smiles like in the photographs. Is what's lost really always lost for good?
I miss having easy conversations with you about anything and everything. You made me laugh and you understood my melancholy mind, but then you disappeared and I haven't found you since. No, I've found you, but never.. You. Please come back, or don't ever come back at all.
And until that glorious day comes, I'll be doing what I do best. But perhaps, it's time for a change. Yes, a change will be good. So goodbye, I'll come back here someday. Or maybe not.
But until then, I'll be around.
But until then, I'll be around.
Love Me.
' I got rachel wong hooked on antm!!!'
Okay firstly I'll like to apologise to Denise, Rach and Hx for not checking the opening times of the kayakking place! Sorry you guys, but we had fun um wasting time there right. Haha.
So this morning I got up at a ridiculous hour cos I was going to 1) get a tan 2) kayak but more importantly, to capsize the rest. But unfortunately, the place closed down! I was completely devastated and facing the three charcoal faces made it a whole lot worse.
Then, rach suggested going to csc to bowl. And not knowing how csc looks like, I thought it was going to be really glam cos like, it's a club? Haha. But we were denied entry cos the stupid security guard wouldn't let us in.
The day seemed pretty promising-less after that but we headed to pp and ended up playing in the arcade which was rather fun in a totally pointless, waste-of-money way.
Dinner was really last minute but it was good catching up with nic and vel. Poly seems so much fun, haha oh i had donuts again. So, I'm contented (:
I thought today was bad-turned-okay-turned-good day. -inserts big smiley face-
what went wrong?
It is so easy to throw yourself into something and allow it to occupy every inch of your life, so much that you begin to forget what is truly important to you.
It is so easy to forget the friends that you once laughed with, and the things which once made you happy.
It is so easy to push things to the back of your mind, promising yourself you will get back to it but knowing, secretly, that you never will.
It is so easy to let go of something you thought you would love forever.
It is so easy to let go of something you thought you would love forever.
Sigh, fyes starts tomorrow.
All the best everyone.
this is the last time, i promise.
after this;
no more.
no more.
i know you have secrets, same ones as me.
Haha, the greatest ah ma in the world
Thanks Kim, Rach and Hx! It was really sweet of you guys. And thanks for the note gloria! Your reply is super nice okay, you better appreciate it.
Psst, thanks for the ice cream mooncake 6:
Studying is just so happening now. Later!
thank you for second chances (:
Today was my fifth time this week eating donuts!And my second time watching Ratatouille!
And my 2917392781th date with lizziepooooooo.
♥
Haha, i think my abnormally high sugar level is taking its effect.
Ah, today was perfect. I want more days like this! (it felt like old times, with the who's what and did what and huh what?!!) Haha.
Last night was pretty cool too, my abs had way too much fun thanks to a certain self-declared PIG. Haha, okay no more bullying (: Hope you had an awesome 16th birthday!
Though I had to miss the entire showcase last night but I heard the kids, oh i mean wonderkids cough, did great. Can't wait to see the videos from Nic! -waves Wonderkids for the win banner- And please, no more donuts. Haha, especially yixin! Tsk.
School starts tmrw, bummer.
But, hsm 2 later on! (:
Forever means nothing.
Life is so shit, it seems like people plan their life so that it interferes with yours and their objective is just to see you screw over, over and over again. It's sometimes too much of a coincidence to make you think otherwise. The worst part is, you don't even know what you did wrong, what started this invisible war.
Okay, i should just concentrate on studying and the showcase this sat.
it's better when i bleed for you
It rained today and spoilt my plans for the afternoon. >:(
You wait for the soft tapping of raindrops, the perfect beat. Not everything can be rushed into, these things take time, you know? Everyone around you becomes a meaningless husk of breathing matter- They serve you no purpose. When the moment is right, a surge of energy gushes through your entire body, and honestly I don't know where it comes from, or why. But it hits you, hard. Perhaps it is our own sheer determination that gives us such drive. Harder, faster, sometimes it feels like you could fly if you just put in a little bit more effort. You go so out of control until your tears bleed out of your pores and the scenery blurs into a resplendent mirage of monochrome black and white, black and white, as if it will never end.
Illusion makes reality seem worthwhile, sometimes.
On a side note,
claire is such a goofball :]
claire is such a goofball :]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE DARLING (:
You've been there for me since the start, and even though we've had a couple of rocky patches, I just wanted you to know that I love you, more than you'll ever know. I still remember all those times where we'll just laugh at each other's stupidity. Haha, we still do actually.All our emoness, gay moments, secrets, favourite songs, IQ-decreasing movies, letters, marche dates, msges with the capital HAHAs and a gazillion smileys, shopping, sundays, camwhoring- Argh, I could go on all day.
I love you other half, and always, always will.
